Perhaps and Nots

Perhaps you were right, perhaps you were wrong.
Perhaps I was testing you, perhaps I was not.
Perhaps you think you see what I see, I sincerely think not.
Perhaps you think you feel what I feel, once more, I think not.
Perhaps I thought I understood you, perhaps I did not.
Perhaps I did, but you think not.
Perhaps you think it's easy for me to see the way things are, I assure you not.
Perhaps when a mother hits her child, the child feels hurt, thinking she is not loved.
But did you know the mother's hurt is far deeper, though she did it out of love?
Perhaps it may sound like justifications to what you perceived as wrongdoings.
Perhaps you did not know, and perhaps you will never understand why I did what I did.
Perhaps time will heal, perhaps it will not.

One thing I know for sure though, I was never worried. Never.

Then again, perhaps I should start worrying.

Happy boy

I know, finally a happy blog post huh..
Hectic semester, with 5 pending assignments and a heck of an event planning, I actually love it.
Uni friends have been wondering what I did to the ol'-procrastinating-class-skipping-me. There's no longer a need to wonder, he sort of evaporated into thin air, that's all I can say =P
The whole "taking-charge-of-things" is kinda fun. Responsibilities have never felt so good.
Organizing a Halloween Party this year with a group of friends. 100% fun guarenteed! This time, we are featuring one band which will blow your minds away - Beat The System. I've personally went to a few gigs of theirs and trust me, if they can make me like rock, they can sure as hell rock the rest of you.

Contentment is bliss

So what, really...

Yada yada yada... Oh the kinds of dramas I've been put through... I'm sick of it!

I'm tired of explaining, I'm tired of being bogged down by this issue, and I'm sick of everything! Can't you people just leave me alone?!
And yes, stop pretending to be my friend and say you miss me and all when you actually don't! What bloody nonsense this is... Had enough of you wannabes... Grow up already...

Guess what? I'm also sick of pretending to be someone I'm not! Can't be pleasing everyone else but me... So what, really, if I make everyone around me happy? When I myself don't feel a tad happy... I used to be so concerned with what people would think of me, but that's it... I'll do whatever I want and it's for my own bloody happiness...

What nonsense friendships are, thank goodness I no longer believe in them... Hollywood movies are simply misleading, do you people really expect to have friendships of those you see on Friends? Bride Wars? OH WAKE UP... The harsh truth is, at the end of the day, you're on your own... And no, I'm not saying all these because I just went through hell or anything of that sort... I'm merely stating the fact!

It's also not that I don't have any good friends... I do... In fact I'm blessed to have more than 1... And these are the people that I'll waste my precious time on, not you effing wannabes!

Rant rant rant, you may think I'm bitter, but I'm not... I FEEL GOOD! I have almost everything in life and I damn well am thankful and contented with it....

Kiss this, suckers!

Dedicated to Ms. Ser Li

A birthday dedication to Ms. Ser Li. Sorry for the slight delay ;)

It's rather a sucky freestyle routine to Neyo's Mad, but no harm trying right =P

Really hope it's worthy of a present dear Ser Li! Ahaha..

Video edited by Debra Khoo, thanks Debs!